iiii sOoOO agree with you guys!!

i guess its all about the experience you have to face.

got this from aljohn "Do not feast your eyes on what you see..cause what is now is only temprorary...you'll soon see the place where you belong to be...comes the joy and happiness for eternity.."...which was said during the worship service.

its fun looking at old entries. all the things i've written. good and bad memories. i kinda laugh now. heh. whatever. hearing both sides of things. "if you only knew..." i think thats the saying. heh. "if you only knew the truth..." then you wouldnt be acting like that towards them. but thats your choice. i think we've all screwed up in some way or another. but that shouldnt be a reasoning for the way someone acts. know that you've probably done the same mistake as them..and i aint talking about anyone in particular..just sayin in general. just know that you should accept a person for who they are...not for their faults and past. know that they've accepted you as someone cuz you've accepted them. but some just dont take that. they have in their mind that "once you messed up you mess up.."..i guess you can't always win with people. sometimes people get tired of given in.

when you have faced the problem that someone else has been in then you will know what its like. and that's the experience that you will learn from.

since everything here is only temporary..i guess we need to just look it as a dream. cuz a dream is only temporary..once you wake up the dream is gone. in due time everything will happen the way you want to see it. once it happens you'll be happy. everything will happen unexpectedly.

faith- - -hope- - -love...that's all i need.

DAY 1

now lets see if i can stay committed to it. haha. ill see how long it takes me to break this.

"COLLiDE"- Howie Day

The dawn is breaking...
A light shining through...
You're barely waking...
And I'm tangled up in you. (yeah)

I'm open, you're closed.
Where I'll follow you'll go.
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again.

Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow found you and I collide.

I'm quiet, you know,
You make a first impression.
I've found I’m scared to know,
I'm always on your mind.

Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the stars refuse to shine.
Out of the back you fall in time
Somehow find you and I collide...

Don't stop here...
I lost my place...
I'm close behind...

Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide.

OoOoh MAN oOoOh MAN!!!

WHAT TO DO..WHAT TO DO.

SiGH.

WE`LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

UNTiL THEN. GOODNiTE FOLKS.

oOoOhh man...good times good times. hahah.

i miss those good times.

--c'mon teena i'm at level 12..where are you? hahahha. jk inside joke.